Adorable or Obnoxious?

Today, I went to this hilariously funny play. And I laughed a whooooooole lot! My friends--who are all turds-- made fun of my loud and funny laughter...
Which... this is kinda what I talked about in an earlier post that I'm a very "expressive" in movies... same thing here.

And, to my friends who do make fun of me, I'm sure you do it because I have such funny reactions to your mockery. And, I don't hate being teased, it's...kinda fun..-ish? Kinda...? But really, I'm mostly just embarrassed...

Oh, at one point, I had my hat backwards and Mitch told me I look like Ash, and I totally threw my fist in the air dramatically and sang,(and not too badly, I might add) "Gotta catch 'em alllll, Pokémon!!"
And Mitch just had his trademark expression on of "Holy crap. That was so amazingly cute."
And then verbally told me, "Oh my gosh, Whitney. You're so adorable."
To which I blushed and made this face: :I

Mitch is one of the few people who regularly tell me that I'm adorable, and it always catches me off guard.
And, I was thinking about it. Because... I think Kirsten and even Mitch have asked, "Why do you hate being called cute so much? It's a compliment!"
Yeah. I know it's a good thing...
I had never really given it too much thought as to why I express such opposition to it. Maybe I just don't see it?

But, I guess part of it is that I'm just afraid. Afraid that other people--the silent ones who say nothing--think that I'm just faking my weird mannerisms to get attention.
Because, that's not it at all! I don't do it on purpose. I don't want to annoy anybody... And, I always try my hardest not to do things like that. (Like, screaming and yelling gibberish when playing cards and laughing outrageously loud during movies) I don't want people to think that I'm just being a fake. x(

Even today, Spencer (not the good friend one. ;}) knocked a hat off my head from behind and I jumped, making this small yelp in response. And he asked, "Do you do that on purpose?" And then mimicked the high-pitched yelp just to be a jerk. hahaha!
But, no. No, I do not.
I'm just jumpy.... And weeeeird...

Meh. I don't know. I know I'm fun to a lot of people because of my strange and weird behavioral traits... But, I can also see those people who just glare and are little turds about it.

Blah! I shouldn't care what they think! They are turds!

But, yeah, that doesn't make me accept being called adorable any more then before...

....Yeah, nooo.